Sometimes when two fall madly in love
they tell themselves “no, leave it… pull yourself together; do not take any
notice of it.”(p. 303) Love is an emotion that is meant to be shared not
ignored. When it is shared good things come to pass. This story tells the
account of a man who didn’t ignore his feelings.
Love never came easy to me; in fact I
have never been in love. I’m a shy guy, the average Joe, the smart guy everyone
cheats off of. Yea…that’s my life. Girls would never give me much attention.
Throughout high school I was short like an oompa loompa and as lanky as a
string of spaghetti. I never had the high school romance I’ve always dreamt of;
it all remained a dream until her.
A few
years passed and I found myself on a mission in the beautiful tropical land of
Honduras. I grew a few feet by then and developed a nicer, more toned body. I
guess you could say it was a new me. Except I still had no hope for love; but love was something I couldn’t concentrate on at the time.
One
sunny afternoon, we were invited over to a family’s house to have lunch in their
new kitchen outside. It was just like any other day full of funny stories,
laughs, and the preaching of my faith.
Then she walked outside. As soon as I saw her my heart skipped a beat.
Seeing her face in the shining sun made her more beautiful than she already
was. I wanted to talk to her. I resisted that strong urge as she sat down at
the table. We made eye contact and I knew she was the one. Her smile was
priceless and so welcoming; girls never smiled at me like that. I carried on
my conversation with the rest of the family trying to ignore my heart screaming
at me to say something to her. I knew she was listening, and watching me (of
course she would, I’m the only 6 ft blonde blue eyed guy in this whole
country!), and giving me attention that was unusual for me. I would always
catch her staring at me with those gorgeous big brown eyes of hers; I couldn’t
help but stare back. By the end of lunch we were talking like we’ve known each
other for years. Then she asked me to go on a date to the beach. My heart
dropped. I wasn’t there to meet a very lovely young lady, I was there to
preach. I was heartbroken when I told her I couldn’t go. What hurt even more is
when she said it was ok if we didn't talk anymore.
Time came to go back home. By now I have pushed the memory of the girl I knew I
loved to the back of my head. I went home and resumed my boring life of a
college student. She was on my mind constantly; I was always picturing her
stunning smile and welcoming personality. I couldn’t let her go so I decided to
take a chance. I bought a ticket back to Honduras where my love was.
Soon I was in front of her house again. I heard her laugh. She was
home. My heart was pounding, cold sweat trickled down my neck, my breathing was
rough but I had to tell her how I felt. I stretched out my hand and knocked on
the door. A couple seconds went by... then she was in front of me. She smiled and a tear fell from her eyes that
I dearly loved. I couldn’t help but stretch my arm out to comfort her. Then it
happened. She threw her arms around me with happiness and told me how scared
she was that I would never come back. She fit perfectly in my arms and I knew I
should have never questioned my heart again. She looked up at me and stood on
her tippy toes (she’s barely 5 ft tall) when I saw her eyes I could see that
she loved me just like I loved her. I picked her up and the corners of her
mouth creased into a slight smile as she leaned toward me. My thoughts were
racing and my mind went blank then we kissed. I felt her breath as she
whispered what I wanted to hear…I love you.
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